** 29.02.08 early bird blog

*On my way back home after the classes.


It's 2.30am, i just finished my 1st assignment in my degree program from buddy's house. it's so tiring. Lots of extra things to write. On my way back i saw two kenari accident lagi ni... both also white kenari, one masuk longkang somemore.

finally i found out some method for myself to stop thinking too much about him. i know i know, when i say "my method" out then many people say, "nah... told you".... hehe... while i was doing my assignment just now, i was so surprise that i actually can stop myself from thinking the unnecessary things . so i told buddy that don't be surprise if one day i tell her i will go to the college earlier to do my studies there. i need the environment and i really need to give myself a break. I really need to stop thinking those history thingy. It's a good thing also, at least i can concentrate more in my studies. hehe.... clever me!!

One more thing, in my BUS208 lecture, the lecturer's actually a very funny guy. He named me, buddy n Eva "the Charlie's angel". why? keke... because we always stick together in the college. And he's bringing us to visit a keropok factory in KKIP on the 5th March. hehe... And i am going to my 1st club trip to the Pulau Manukan this saturday....excited? not really.... but i pormised someone i'll be active in the college. In order to be one of the INTIMA committee, 1st i have to be active in a club, then become one of the committee, then i can find chances to join the INTIMA.

And we came out with a "game" today. It called "The XXX of the month". there are actually four category, which is the 38po of the month, the pig of the month, the idiot of the month and the monkey of the month. hehe...
* I'll let you guys know the result by the end of the March ya...


*Me n Buddy
*Eva N Me (two dirty addidas.... huhuhu)


*Eva says this Medical thingy logo can jadi tattoo... "angel come down from the heaven" (translate it to chinese)

** John Mayer - Comfortable

how do you define simple and complicated?


how do you define what's right and wrong?


how do you define good and bad?


suddenly so many questions pop up from my mind this few days...


i used to have 3-5 classmates in my diploma class.. ya... sikit kan? but i prefer classes like that..
i just got into my new degree class now... there's like 30-40 students in the class now... duh... i totally dont like my classes now... it's so damn noisy... everyone's talking to each other and i can't even pay attention in the classes.. i hate it... hate my classes and the classmate... all are like so 8 po and 8gong.. ish...

this is what i did when i can't concentrate in the classes... but dont worry... i made complain to my head of program already....


don't know what happened, my numb life is back... and my tanduk of drinking keep come out from my head... but luckily i manage to control myself also la... can't find anyone to liao with me here also... i can't find alicia too often also, she got husband to take care, somemore i also dont want ah weng to be pissed off with her also....
hhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm..... man... i really need a new life here..

dont know what happen to him, he stopped reply my sms since 12 feb.
suddenly he msg me one day and say sorry because didnt reply my msg for the pass few days, he said he want to forget me and hope that i will forget about him too... and he want to forget all his friend and dont want to know anything about them anymore.. he wants to forget all the past...

why? i dont know... all i can say is this is really a misery guy.... or you can call him mental problem guy... this is what my love always call him...

after that day... he really stop msging me already... till now... even rezan also dont know what happened to him.. there was one day, rezan tiba2 sms me and tell me even the futsal also close down dy.. i was so shocked and looked for hanif... hanif told me ya close down dy but will reopen on the awal bulan march... huh...... really dont know what happened to him la me....

i tried to stop myself to think too much about things... but everytime i see the way my friends talk with their bf made me think back lots of things between us... we always talk in the serious way... lots of things made me feel regret about us....

and John Mayer's Comfortable hits me now.... duh... super duper uber emo.....

Can't remember what went wrong last September
though i'm sure you'd remind me,
if you had to


Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in


I want you back

That you were my first love
Is just dumb love.
A technicality.
You were ahead of me.

美丽的童话

再 美 丽 的 童 话 到 最 后 怎 样 也 会 结 束，
人 生 终 离 不 开 伤 心 的 日 子，
上 帝 创 造 人 主 要 的 原 因 不 是 要 让 人 知 道 什 么 是 快 乐，
而 是 要 人 学 习 怎 样 在 伤 心 后 爬 起 来。

而 我，好 像 永 远 都 学 不 会。

now i feel like wanna go liao... but i got a test at 3pm and i got a assignment discussion tonight..
sigh... all my hans are not beside me... baby gone, love gone n hantu also gone... sigh....

Jojo- Weak

VERSE 1:
I don't know what it is that you've done to me
But it's caused me to act in such a crazy way
Whatever it is that you do when you do what you doin'
It's a feeling that I want to stay
'cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin' you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

CHORUS:
I get so weak in the knees
I can hardly speak, I lose all control
then somethin' takes over me
in a daze, your love's so amazing
It's not a phase
I want you to stay with me, by my side
I swallow my pride
Your love is so sweet, it knocks me right off of my feet
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak

VERSE 2:
Time after time after time I've tried to fight it
But your love is strong, it keeps on holdin' on
Resistance is down when you're around, pride's fading
In my condition I don't want to be alone
[Weak lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

'cause my heart starts beating triple time
With thoughts of lovin' you on my mind
I can't figure out just what to do
When the cause and cure is you, you

CHORUS

BRIDGE:
I've tried hard to fight it
No way can I deny it
Your love's so sweet
It knocks me off of my feet

CHORUS

BRIDGE 2:
--I get so weak--
Blood starts racing through my veins
--I get so weak--
Boy it's somethin' I can't explain!
--I get so weak--
Somethin' 'bout the way you do the things you do-oo-oo it
Knocks me right off of my feet (off my feet)
Can't explain why your lovin' makes me weak

** In the class

eva's baju... rock kan?

** 18.02.08

I brought a new cap today... huhu...

60% similar with his golf cap...
Drink drank drunk with the hantu on the 4th
TERbeli salem mentol that night...

nice car ya... it's not a toy... it's a cell phone actually... buddy's dad brought from China.. RM200plus only..
touch screen somemore...

My late V day flowers.

"You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything"

** 16.02.08

just finished a hk drama ni.... uber emo... there's a very meaningful sentence here,

"失 去 最 爱 的 人 会 令 你 更 懂 得 去 爱 下 个 爱 人"

"你 放 不 下 他 是 因 为 你 认 为 你 没 有 做 好 该 做 的 东 西 ，弄 到 有 遗 憾 "



my breakfast n lunch
this is what is do when i'm home
he's drunk
baby... miss it? liao!!
forgot to post this picture pula... CNY ni... i played with my nephews... hehehe

*chat with my baby today

showing my nails... hehehee....
peace!!!!!

** 15.02.08 2.22pm

1. Have you ever thought about getting
your lip pierced?
- never!

2. Does a kiss make you feel better?
- You mean now?

3. Have you ever passed out on the
bathroom floor?
- nop....

4. Do you start the water before you
get in the shower or when you get in?
- before

5. What did you do today?
- finished my blog and went to yoyo as usual

6. Have you ever brushed your teeth in
the shower?
- the....

7. Have you had more than 3
boyfriends/girlfriends at the same
time?
- nop... wont like that kind of
relationship...

8. Have you ever thought about your
death?
- ya....

10. Would you rather be in a permanent
relationship or play the field?
- i'll rather be in a permanent one

11. What is your favorite sport to
watch?
- the Liverpool match

12. What colour is your shower curtain?
- dont have any shower curtain...

13. Have you ever had stitches?
- erm... ya...

14. How long ago did you hug someone?
- erm.. forgotten dy...

19. What are you doing tomorrow?
- waiting for tomorrow to come.. then i
go pulau... yuhuuuu

21. Have you ever given money to a
homeless person?
- ya...

22. Have you ever run over an animal?
- no

23. Whats your favorite cereal?
- i dont really like cereal...

24. Have you ever had an Oreo with
peanut butter?
- nop... dont like sweet things through

25. What are you doing this moment?
- doing u?

26. Would you kiss someone of the same
sex for 100 bucks?
- hmm... i might if that's my babies...
hehehe

27. Where’s your favorite place to be?
- wherever i like...

28. What’s your favorite song?
- Let it go (Keyshia)

29. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol
drinker?
- alcohol drinker maybe?

30. Have you ever thrown shoes on a
telephone wire?
- no...

31. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
- no...

32. Have you ever climbed up a water
tower?
- ya when i'm small... i actually bath
in the water tower with my cousins...

33. Do you dream in black and white?
- hmmm... forgotten already...

35. Do you snore?
- i do when i'm dead tired...

36. Have you ever thought about being a
model?
- no...

37. Are you a redneck?
- no i think...

38. Funniest thing you heard all day?
- nothing...

39. Have you ever gotten a mosquito
bite on your face?
- ya...

40. What are you afraid of?
- losing someone i love

41. What does the 10th text message in
your inbox say?
- ke ye... ni xiang wo?

42. What does the 10th message in your
outbox say?
- i'm home lo. blar blar blar... gd 9

43. Do you like someone?
- always.

44. Do they know you like them?
- ya.

45. What will you do after you post it?
- continue my hk drama...

** Pics

baby... look at ur anak... we're in the Esprit fitting room ni....
yummy yummy
am abusing the little one
converse day
i love it...

**Updates

Wah... really long time didn't update my blog already...
1st of all i would like to wish all Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Belated Valentines Day..

i decided to update my blog like how my love update hers,

31th Jan - wait that stupid love in airport more than 30mints, after that trus go Jamz.

1st Feb - Kimpuk celebrate his bday in Djunction.

2nd Feb - Shen - Ah Weng went to the company annual trip so Alicia was so happy and she opened two bottle of Chivas and few jugs tat night.

3rd Feb - I WENT TO TAWAU WITH REYNIE!!!! tifiu... the hantu rezan go pick us up from the airport, then go makan, then we go rest in buddy's house. at night early bird, Idris also got join us... details malas wanna say la... conclusion he mabuk la tat night... and he keep curi2 tengok me... wahahhahaahhahahaahaha........

4th Feb - go back to kk by road with the white devil vigo... sampai kk is 5th early morning already...

5th Feb - ohhhh... i mabuk di Djunction..... got the hantu help me take picture of me mabuk lagi... (plus i got my cap on the 5th also) uhuuu... really gila babi mabuk... rezan say i terjangkit with paky already... bugger...

6th Feb - went back to KB for CNY dinner, i have to help collin to drive his car tat day, because alots of road block, surprisingly i went to bed before 12 that day, didn;t liao... malas.. cannot smoke one...

7th Feb -1st day of CNY, had been start drinking from 12pm to 3am (i mean the next day) Bahar, Chivas, Beer, Air Bunga.

8th Feb - 2nd day of CNY, planned to go back to kk but collin and kimpuk open house, then tak jadi la... Bahar, Black lable, Beer, Codon Blue, water.

9th Feb - back to kk early morning with my parents, mei tze open house. wow... 18 ekor chi ling in her house nie...
this is one of the chi ling
Part of them.





at night went to Charlotte's house makan sun bien celebrate her bday... after that went to D junction with the hantu again... i alos dont know why that time so sleepy, i think i can fall asleep already that time . there was a girl (eva's gf's fren) barb if i'm mistaken, mabuk gila. Total lost sampai we need to help her to check in herself in Warisan's hotel before we go The place makan... tat girl really kasihan also... because all her mabuk faqce also kena snap... pity pity.....

10th Feb - go to uncle's house for lunch in kingfisher... night went to pak chu's house dinner.

11th Feb - i promised my 2nd brother i will spen him eat at least breakfast when he's back. then i bawa he whole family go fu ping makan, after that i go find Alicia, bugger. she say go y8imcha, manatau the yimcha is at Cempaka... at night dinner in my house, all the monkeys came.

12th Feb - My cousin's wedding, 8 plus morning i sampai kb already. oh ya oh... sikit lagi hsiao ping n ngiu miss flight to miri because of me. lambat bangun... 6am o... lack of sleep trus me... Continue the KB thingy k... Willie's the best man.. keke... Planed to overnight in KB that night, but my mum was so shock seeing me and Collin then drink... malas la trus..

13th Feb - went to Chelsy's saloon to do my nails!! thanks ya an chi... monkeys!!!!


next time i wanna ask an chi help me draw yoyo and cici... (what's yoyo and cici? nah... see www.yoyocici.com) i'm so in love with yoyo n cici ni.... Baby!! Love!!! if u two nampak yoyo n cici's stuff buy for me ehhhhhh!!!!!!

14th Feb - lonely valentine. not that dont have ppl ask me out, is i dont wanna go go with them... i mean like why should i go out with them if i dont have the feeling of valentine thingy with them? am i right? if he misunderstood how? then i got sampah need to kasi bersih already.... kan? hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe......... then... i went to dinner with chelsy.. every year also like that.. we were thinking maybe kena curse already ni.. kkekeke.. after dinner go watch movie with hsiao ping and ngiu and his fren... [Kungfu Dunk]