** WHY?

why am i feels like things is changing around? does good thing really dont belong to me? does every good things that i thought will stay with me forever will go away soon?
does forever really exist? anyone? please?

are things between both of us really changing? or i am thinking too much? why this kind of feelings keep stuck inside my heart and i do really feel damn hurt... why?
why this hurt feeling feels so pain?? are we going to be ok? or should i really get ready to be alone again?

God, if i really grand for one wish for the rest of my life... i just want him to stay beside me.... please?