** Destiny.

what if i never knew
what if i never found you
i never had
this feeling in my heart

how did this come to be
i dont know how you found me
but from the moment i saw you
deep inside my heart i knew


baby your my destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
ill give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
you were always meant to be
my destiny

i wanted someone like you
someone that i could hold on to
and give my love until the end
of time

but forever was just a word (just a word)
something id only heard about
but now youre always there for me
when you say forever i believe


baby your my destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
ill give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
you were always meant to be
my destiny

maybe all we need
is just a little faith
cuz baby i believe
that love will find a way

baby your my destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
ill give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
from now until eternity
you were always meant to be

my destiny

**What is destiny anyway? anyone?

** What willl you do if.....

Just back from my liaoing session from 1.30pm till now.. (10.30pm).... what will you do if u things come between ur fren and the one u care...?? ah qing.. [for those who know who's ah qing and ah vun] they keep kacau chelsy to get my intention just now... and kday keep looking at me...
instand of give a ** what will kday think, i go and help chelsy. i go near ah vun and ah qing and kday keep look at me. Once i go near kday, ah qing will go near chelsy while my cousin chung chung is around... duh.... u might get blur by seeing what am i trying to say here... but... i know at least my mirror and stupid love will understand what am trying to say here....

kday kday.... what should i explain? i hate to explain it to you because i hope u will understand me... and u are the only one who can save me and you didnt do it thought..... sigh....

something scary happened just now and i was so scared and someone pop up from my mind... but sigh... he's not around.... sadly when he arrived.... he didn't even show he care.....


***baby!!! ur daughter ask me to let you that she got her driving license already!! wahahahahahahahahahaha

** 12.03.08

hey there, writting my early bird blog again. like always, dont feel sleepy yet and... the brain keep on functioning... i really dont understand this brain, why can't i fully utilized my brain power with the studies. instead of go think those stupid bloody shite, why dont use the power to study? hairanku...

Just as i THOUGHT i moved on in everything, few days later, this kind of bloody moody mode turned on again... ya... AGAIN... i thought "finally i can sing with chris daughtry "i got over you!!!!" i thought la k... bugger....

eh, there's a very funny classmate of mine called choy ling, damn funny... she has a very deep down voice and when she's talking with the other people, she dont feel comfortable to look at the person at the eye level. she always look at the floor when she talks. keke... funny thing about this classmate is, she can look at the text book and talk to herself, and laugh!! wahahhaha.... i like this classmate... she really made me feel curious about her, feel like wanna go be friend with her and find out what makes her act like this way... keke.... i will update you when there's anything new about her k? i'm seriously not making fun of her... i just care about her...

ba... i got class ni tomorrow 8am... i better go to sleep 1st la... (if i can)
oh... Btw, i think i did well in my test paper this afternoon.... i think la...

** Colbie Caillat - Realize

V1: Take time to realize,
That your warmth is
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

C: If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V2: Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no it's never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now.

V3: It's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

C: If you just realize what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
then we'd never find another
Just realize what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now

Realize, realize
realize, realize

** 10.03.08

liao liao liao.... dont know why, this "liao" thingy keep stay on my mind this few weeks... sigh... keep wanna liao but still can't find anyone to liao with me... all also say wanna change.. dun want to liao anymore... then me? even kday also say me now kuat minum already... am i suppose to stop my liao session already?

he called me few days ago.. talked the same thingy. i was surprised because i dont feel anything after he called, is this mean i dont miss him anymore?

alicia told me lots of things about kday that i dont suppose to know, like how he go through his life after me and idris on our relationship, how he find another girl to make me jealous. if u know me well, you should know how confuse i am now... sigh... got a test tomorrow, need to do some revision 1st, sigh... bye

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸 不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间 想回到过去
试着抱你在怀里 羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界 想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜 想回到过去
试着让故事继续 至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意 这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及 想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡着回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁

** Chris Daughtry -Feels like tonight

You, you got me
Thinking it'll be alright.
You, you told me,
"Come and take a look inside."
You believed me,
In every single lie.
But I, I failed you this time.

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight,
Tonight.


I was waiting
For the day you'd come around.
I was chasing,
And nothing was all I found.
From the moment you came into my life,
You showed me what's right.

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight.

I never felt like this before.
Just when I leave, I'm back for more.
Nothing else here seems to matter.
In these ever-changing days,
You're the one thing that remains.
I could stay like this forever.

And it feels like tonight.
I can't believe I'm broken inside.
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight.
Tonight.
Tonight.
'Cause there's nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you.
And it feels like tonight.
Tonight.