After all these years

Can't even remember when was the last time i updated the blog... hmmm... i know, the last time should be about the eva song. As times goes by, it makes me realized that 人越长越大，好像都越不能流泪。理智总要走在行动前。 Xp told me its okay to cry, but except that sentence, no other matters allowed me to.

Am I hiding my feelings to everyone? Does anyone every know what's on my mind? Or even myself? Do I even know what do I want anyway? Do I really allowed to cry? Do I allowed to be sad? Can I? Can I be sad without anybody worried about me? I promise I will be okay with myself. Can I be sad for unlimited of time? Instead like be a zombie????? Who cares actually? You care like you do care or you care like you just want to be a good friend be there for a friend when they are sad and you don't even want to know what's your frens feeling?

Why do I always be there for the people who need me but it's not the same story when things come to me? I think im gonna be crazy real soon..... I'm so lost..... Where's my sign of direction?

17.01.11

这首歌， 在很久很久以前， 这些话是说给某个人听的， 但今天， 我想说给你听。
可是我可否对你有那么重要？ 人生到底是要留些什么？ 六七年后， 当我们分开了，你会想些什么？ 还会想起我吗？
我希望二零一一年的生日，对你来说是一生难忘。 k.

081210

It's been awhile i didnt update anything in here. Just wanna share a nice song which remind me of my life now... Don't know when will things end between us but i will cherish every single moment with you...