It should be a feeling that i would like to remind myself on the 20.11.08, but it's 2.33am in the morning already... nvm... it's me and my lao gong's 6months anniversary today :) happy happy.... but i dont think he will remember a thing... nvm..
Hmmm.... oh ya... again... sorry for not updating the blog for a while... went through a lot of things and places during this period, dont really have the time and mood to update this earthlife thingy yet... kekeke... sorry... i promise i will write out a summury in this lovely diary as soon as i am "available". kekeke... and lots and lots of pictures to upload... so i need to make sure i have enough time to sit infront of the computer to do the update...
Ok... main point... here come the main point.. i went through my old blog a minutes ago... woww.... a big wow to my msn blog... although there's not much details stated inside But, really do recall me alot of thing about the past.... and it remind me how do i go through all the stuff i went through... my dear monkeys friend.. suddenly miss them alot... because i recalled the pain and worries i gave them... the blog reminded me how important they are to me in my life... how i can;t go through things without them... here again... dear babies, i'm truthly sorry about the worries i gave to you guys in the past... *sob* i love you guys so much... i really dont know how can i go through things without you guys....
things started to change since everybody have their own life... including me... i could feel that everyone is growing up and found their own life... or i should say things started to turn into a "matured" friendship since everyone is growing up.... like how ppl always describe friendship, you dont always get to bump into each other because of the time limit, but they will always inside your heart... those monkeys i used to see them everyday is no more free to go out yamcha with me anymore, all have their own road and choice in life.. they are going through thier life that would determine their future... working, saving money for things...
so does me, i changed alot within this year... go through alot of things... alot of 1st time experiencesssss.... alot of character came up, some character went off my life... i have a totally changed life after the middle of the year... i pay lot lot lot lot lot more attention on my studies since i am going into my 3rd yr soon, ya i dont mean like i didnt pay attention on my studies before la k... keke... life totally changed... from a everyday drinking life to a everyday stay home life... imagine that... friday night? i am home doing my taxation revision and the exam is still weeks to go? unbeliveable for me.. even if chelsy i also seldom jumpa her already... and elaine... sorry baby... i dont know why everytime also got things bottering us to meet up... mesti got hal happen.... alicia also... since she move to country height i also seldom see her already.... reynie... i miss you so much... badly... everybody i think... collin, kday, the gang i always went to shen with, my cousin... duh.. think back i really spend alot of time on my study for the past 6 months... i think this is what you do when you get to really understand the responsibility you are really caring in life... i mean my responsibility for now is study, get a good result.. things scared me alot.. i really scare i wont get through my degree program, to prevent fail, i better study hard... am i right my S? kekeke...
Argh.... everyone said i gain my weight!!! shite... i really need to get myself to do some exercise already... i went to dinner at ah jia's house just now... before that i went to fetch my "in law" and ah fung at airport just now... see what i mean? planned to find alicia and elaine after 5... suddenly get a phone call from my lao gong said i need to go airport and dinner... i dont mean to blame anything but i really dont know why everytime also got things stopping us to meet up... okok.. go back to the story... when i went up to ah jia's house, ah jia and her friend said i am fat already.... ah doi... ok ok... i better go into bed now... i promised myself to go jogging early in the morning!!! i must!!! Mei Hsing!!! save urself!!!!!!! okok... good nite babies!!! muaksss!!!!
