Can't even remember when was the last time i updated the blog... hmmm... i know, the last time should be about the eva song. As times goes by, it makes me realized that 人越长越大，好像都越不能流泪。理智总要走在行动前。 Xp told me its okay to cry, but except that sentence, no other matters allowed me to.
Am I hiding my feelings to everyone? Does anyone every know what's on my mind? Or even myself? Do I even know what do I want anyway? Do I really allowed to cry? Do I allowed to be sad? Can I? Can I be sad without anybody worried about me? I promise I will be okay with myself. Can I be sad for unlimited of time? Instead like be a zombie????? Who cares actually? You care like you do care or you care like you just want to be a good friend be there for a friend when they are sad and you don't even want to know what's your frens feeling?
Why do I always be there for the people who need me but it's not the same story when things come to me? I think im gonna be crazy real soon..... I'm so lost..... Where's my sign of direction?
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