through the week...

many things happened in this week. damn busy till can't even get myself a good rest. haiz... 1st i sprained my hand few days ago... then from last monday i diarrhoea till now. i know i know... diarrhoea should drink more water and rest more ma.. and not drink beer n liqueur ma.. but what to do wor... 1st elaine farewell, then rezan come. duh... i will rest from now la k? but reynie coming back wor on the 31th... excuse.. hehe...

my baby elaine really go to swiss already... seriously i still can't accept the fact, i dont want to... elaine go travel jak tu... she'll be back soon. but when i think of elaine will be alone at there... i really feel sad ni.. i can't be beside her when she need me... from secondary till now, we've been accing each other everytime we're having problem... at least i still have the others here... but she'll be alone there.... sigh... what to do... everyone have their own life....

rezan... hmm... everytime this bugger come i also need to acc him drink till he tidak gantung... 1st night till 4.30am.. second night 5.30 am... luckily he went back already today... gaga.. but seriously i enjoy juga drink with this hantu... wahahaha.... he told me lots of things about idris... i know he want to find a place to move on and get a new life.. but why? why new zealand? of all the places... why new zealand... i miss him alot... AGAIn.. ya ya.. again... i hate this kind of feelings... i need a new life... please... it is so impossible for us and i know it from the beginning... but he hold my hand and told me we will go through things... then now? i am alone already...

"you took the hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away." i hate to found out that i still miss you... i hate this kind of feelings. i hate missing people.. i wish to stay alone... i hope i can stop falling in love... i'm sick of playing these kind of game.... when will the story end? can someone tell me? i am so sick of this kind of feelings already...