how do you define simple and complicated?
how do you define what's right and wrong?
how do you define good and bad?
suddenly so many questions pop up from my mind this few days...
i used to have 3-5 classmates in my diploma class.. ya... sikit kan? but i prefer classes like that..
i just got into my new degree class now... there's like 30-40 students in the class now... duh... i totally dont like my classes now... it's so damn noisy... everyone's talking to each other and i can't even pay attention in the classes.. i hate it... hate my classes and the classmate... all are like so 8 po and 8gong.. ish...
this is what i did when i can't concentrate in the classes... but dont worry... i made complain to my head of program already....
don't know what happened, my numb life is back... and my tanduk of drinking keep come out from my head... but luckily i manage to control myself also la... can't find anyone to liao with me here also... i can't find alicia too often also, she got husband to take care, somemore i also dont want ah weng to be pissed off with her also....
hhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm..... man... i really need a new life here..
dont know what happen to him, he stopped reply my sms since 12 feb.
suddenly he msg me one day and say sorry because didnt reply my msg for the pass few days, he said he want to forget me and hope that i will forget about him too... and he want to forget all his friend and dont want to know anything about them anymore.. he wants to forget all the past...
why? i dont know... all i can say is this is really a misery guy.... or you can call him mental problem guy... this is what my love always call him...
after that day... he really stop msging me already... till now... even rezan also dont know what happened to him.. there was one day, rezan tiba2 sms me and tell me even the futsal also close down dy.. i was so shocked and looked for hanif... hanif told me ya close down dy but will reopen on the awal bulan march... huh...... really dont know what happened to him la me....
i tried to stop myself to think too much about things... but everytime i see the way my friends talk with their bf made me think back lots of things between us... we always talk in the serious way... lots of things made me feel regret about us....
and John Mayer's Comfortable hits me now.... duh... super duper uber emo.....
Can't remember what went wrong last September
though i'm sure you'd remind me,
if you had to
Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
I want you back
That you were my first love
Is just dumb love.
A technicality.
You were ahead of me.
1 comment:
baby... i understand ur feelings.... If only i was there... i would accompany u liao..seriously i need some time off here... everything is getting to me..so if only we could sit down n talk like we usually do... sigh..really missing u...hope things will b better soon wit u...take care
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