okay okay... not that my hand's broken or what, it's just that i dont feel like expressing what am i thinking now... hate to noted what am i thinkin because i really dont hope things going to happen. Wa.... it's really been awhile i didnt update my blog ya... sorry kawangss... keke... but i know you guys got my latest update also...
I always wanted a new life after i've gone through SO much things in the past. and i made it.. i been telling Alicia i wan to find my own 'Jack Ko' (it's a character in the drama we watched few weeks ago). In the drama, Jack Ko is actually a very gentlemen guy, he take of of all his friends, he got the look, he'd take good care of his loved one, he's willing to sacrifice for his love one.... doi.... i've been asking people around me help me to find my Jack Ko. Anddddddd....Eventually, i found him myself.
I went to tifiu with reynie at the early May, and as usually, went to liao and liao and liao with the God Father. nothing much you can do in tawau actually, oh ya... i asked hanif to come out when i am in tawau but he didnt even answer my phone. i mean like what would i lose up if u doesnt show up? at least i know i tried my best to do what should i do and i know i dont feel regret for the thing i do then ok dy la kan? agree baby? agree love? okok... sorry for the interruption, and then, i meet my sayang there.... kekeke......
Cut off to short, we started with chatting in msn and so on, and at the end of May i went to tawau to meet him up. Fast oh kan, aiya i dont know la... i mean like as long as i am happy with myself now, it's ok ba kan? and i felt like i am so happy with him. he made me feel like i am the happiest women in this world. kekekekekekekekeekekekekeke.... i dont know how to express that kind of feelings but...... ah..... anyway, I AM DAMN HAPPY WITH THINGS NOW LA.... keke... anyway, i am going to tawau again...because ah lun getting married on the 27th 7 days to go... hmmm or should i say 6 days to go...
You ( ya i mean you) know how i dont like to be involved in the relationship when the EX is still existing in his life kan? i also dont know how to express la... this are running in a complicated way, and i dont really feel like expressing it also.... so just let it be 1st la... hopefully nothing with happen between us la....
Okay, put a full stop in things with me and park 1st. now let's take collin inside the story... you know collin treat me like his real sister dy kan, damn care about me. and when he knew that i got into a relationship already, he kinda come out with the real brother attitude. i dont think he got a good feeling with pak becasue he keep like saying by looking at pak's picture he can tell that pak is not a good guy and blar blar blar.... aidui..... wat a real brother attitude.... kekekeke... happy also la... because i know many ppl care about me... and one more thing... i got faith in pak also... oh ya... and rezan also.... keep remind pak to treat me well, and he got a new nick name already "training couch"... training what? wahahaha... training pak in drinking... he takut pak cannot handle situation when he comes to kk to meet up with collin them. wakakaka.... funny tul la these guys... but anyway!!! thanks for the caring bro!!! :)
Ya ya... i know you bitches will punch him down also if he doesn't treat me well.. dont worry babiessssss.... he's treating me damn well...... hehehehehehehehehehe.... elaine.... please dont use a car to bang me and pak when u sees us by the roadside ya.... kekeke..... damn Super Duper Uber Glue... happy juga.... i'll be seeing you guys sooooonnnn!!!! Miss you!!! Muakssss!!!!
Oh ya... lupa... shite.... i keep having nightmare oh this few days.... malas i!!!! apa apa jenis also got.... got fight with pak la... got kena marah by pak la... the worse one come out last nite... my dad having affair and pak wants to break up with me? shite.... izzit i am too phobia with the existing of his ex? shiteeeee.......
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baby... whatever others' opinions on you and ahpark, it doesn't matter k. It's all up to you. Colin can say that Ahpark doesn't seem like a good guy, but its up to you to decide. Yes he voiced out his opinion, but only you gets through the experience, so only u decide. ok?
Everything happened too fast. I think thats what made everybody worried. That's normal. As a friend, I could only say, love yourself more and do the best that u can for the relationship. I pray for your happiness always.
As for his ex, if you have faith in ahpark, then stick to that faith that u have. The case of the EX is never easy. NEVER! but the relationship is between you two and NO1 ELSE!!! ok? HaVE FAITH IN the BOTH OF YOU.
Speaking of dreams, you've been having nightmares? I've been having super duper weirder dreams!!!! Everyday its dreams about romantic tales. HAHA and the guys in it are so hot! MUAHAHAHA and when i discussed it over with Reynie, I told myself, maybe pasal lama sudah ba kan Baby? hahahahahha MUAHAHAHAH hahahahah MUAHAHAHAH
I even dreamt about me being in a plane, then terrorist shit happened, then the kapal fell into the ocean... then while in the water, everybody was there. U name it la... EVERYBODY was there. Jackie O...Regan... All of the girls... aiya.. wtf.... Sudah jatuh in the kapal.. we all found safety jackets ma kan.. the next thing u know.. we're in the plane... My dad drove the plane.. till right outside my house's roundabout there MUAHAHA.. the reason he didn't drive into the house.. because our house the lawn there kena timbus ma. Nah.. you see how weird my dreams could get?!?
You looked for Hanif and he didn't go out? Nvm la k, maybe he's too busy or what. Kan his brother is there also, maybe its hard for him. MUAHAHA Just give them what they want la. SPACE? You've done your part as a fren, and if they are not mature enough to except the openness, then there's nothing you can do about it but to feel sorry for their childish-ness. That's all I can say about them. When I get to Tawau, I won't even bother wanna contact your ex or the brother or any1 there. HA HA. kin panas. HAHAHAHAHAHA joke!
Anyway babes.... I am yet to meet your ahpark la k... As for Rezan being the coach... adudui.. I pity Ahpark la... having such a hantu to train him lol... Anyway when I see Ahpark..please let me have drinks with him.. U always warn me not to drink too much with him... tapi sekali sekala can la ba... ish. BuRuK!!! :P
I wish both of you the best in your relationship! Make sure he treats you right!
ya kan... rezan being the couch, i also kasihan ah pak... he got gastric de tu laingg....nanti he mabuk no one drive me home lagi... somemore i will lose up my change lagi ler.... elaineee.... ok la.. drink 2 glass la... kekekek... ok ka?
shite you elaine... you really brighten up my day.... i really imagine your dad driving the plane and landed at the round about... you got to tell me the full story when we meet up la... can't wait to see you... can't wait to fight with reynie also... can't wait to ask her to see my lawyer....kekekekeke.... anyway take care there baby!! see you!!
ala...my hand patah ni i lazyyy ohhhhh nanti bila i rajin i leave u comment k love byeee
bugger... better u dont talk.... really wanna cari gaduh o u... wait la... 4 more days then i gaduh with u at tifiu.....
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