Went to sing k with the monkeys last night.. i really layaned my jiwang there.. duh.. feel like going crazy already... he called me last night... duh... i really dont know what to say about us anymore.. too many misunderstood.
He said he found out that he don even know who am i already... for him, i'm jus a kid. a kid that would feel very proud of herslef with the fighting friend, a kid that will never think with the brain.... he really made me feel like i'm useless. He says he dont even want to be a friend with me... we're nothing.. uber pain... but what do... who will understand? even the one i loved say he dont even know who am i... maybe there's someone who still understand me..
This time is really the time... since he's so keras with what he said last nite... no point for me to keep this relationship also... it wont be easy i know... maybe it wont be that hard also? hehe...
For this moment, i really don feel like going to anyway, i know i can't smile in front of them, i can't force myself to laugh at their stupid jokes, i can't stands to see ppl too happy in this moment (punya main jahat), the only place i love is my room... i rather stay inside my room...
time to go... pi makan 1st... byebye!
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I tot u already sure u r going to break up... how come still sms... this looks like u r really in love... cannot stop thinking even after things have gone bad... dun worry I won't tell you that you can have a better life... that one for you to decide right? but may be he got his excuse la... dun trust that he don't love you... may be u can hold on for some time... and see if things can change... it all depends on time... but try not to expect anything from him... if u say his bizness got problem, and he doesn't want to menyusahkan u... u will feel sad that he don't want to include u in this difficult part of his life... but may be he doesn't want you to suffer leh...
hehe.. yup yup.. i understand also.. i think things are getting better for me dy... class starts on Wednesday... starting my degree here... as i promised you i will study hard and get a good result.. and.. also be active in club right? hehe... masi ingat ba aku.. keke...
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