*Really tired...

Suddenly feel like i'm losing everything that i took them for granted in life... or i should say things are noting going like what it suppose to be... things are just not mean to be.. tired of everything.. tired of explaining things to people that i don't want to... why should i explain that much to them? so they will understand what am i thinking? why can't they find out themselves? BUT... there might be misunderstood if u let them to find out themselves. what if after u explain things to them... then u have to look at the expression.. do they trust u? or they will think that "ala.... alasan jak tu..." agree? i hate it... i really feel like going to Jupiter for 1 yr.. nobody can find me there.. and i no need to find anyone... --huhu... so emo---

why would i always involve in the complicated relationship? i know relationship is not important to me for the time being.. people will think that study is the most important thing... not logic at all pun... if it's not important to me... why i always go through things like tat? is that mean that i did the wrong decision by letting someone come into my life? duh.... tired tired tired... can someone help me find Dumbledore for me? mesti he got some magic skill can help me... like how he help harry potter take out the dream from his mind. Why is everyone making me feel gantung? why can't they just tell me what they want? i hate to bother people's life... tell me what to do le.... end up everything with everyone? every ai mei? 爱昧真是让人受竟委屈，累哦！！ 很累了咯！ 可以什么都不理吗？ 不好玩的。 在爱情认真真的有用吗？ 有？!?! 骗人!! 处处玩弄人家感情的人更开心!!!!!!!!!!!